But With This Type Of Love,Forever Ain't Enough.

17th

Every Night,Im Praying The Impossible. Hoping That You'll Come Back To Me One Day. I Miss How Amazingly Beautiful That Smile You Put On Your Beautiful Face,I Miss The Way You Look At Me,I Miss Holding Your Hands,I Miss Kissing Your Forehead,I Miss You. No,Im Not Gonna Lie To Myself Anymore,I Know I Made A Stupid Mistake,And I Know You Won't Forgive Me After What I've Done. I Know I Was Wrong,But Im Gonna Fight For You,I'll Take Care Of You And I'll Wait For You. I MISS YOU.

Every single day is like we're riding on a rollercoaster. At times we go up slowly and there comes a point we fall harder,harder than we are least expected. Its up to us to climb back or just let us fall and fail. And at the end of the ride,we go straight,straight to success or to fail our path of life. We have to enjoy every single ride of our own life. Allah will always be with the one who never give up. There will be blessings in every struggle. And that's the promise by Allah. Allahuakhbar.

Bismillah.

Its Pointless. Ya Allah,Stop Everything,Please. Bismillah

My Throat Is Killing Me! :(

I Still Need You In My Life.

I know you will be fine without me.

I know you don't. I have to stop this. But you should know,i won't move on till you're happy with someone. And by that time,you don't have to worry about me,i'll be fine. As long as you can put that smile back on your face.

Ya Allah,im sorry but im tired. End this soon please,its killing me.

and i know its not me.

No?

I don't even know where to start. And i don't know which way to go. But all i know is,i can't turn around,again.

Again? Why YA ALLAH? :'( I Just Wanna Be Happy,I know you know better but its impossible. I don't know what to feel anymore. Stop this please? Stop giving me the signs! Please Ya Allah,Please!

Ya Allah,Ya Rahman,Ya Rahim. I Beg You. :'(