aMy.31

2012-02-01T16:41:00.001+08:00

With BruneiTweet

Courtesy of RanoAdidas :D

2012-01-31T01:47:00.004+08:00

Nauzubillah and Alhamdulillah im still around. Got an accident again today but this time someone hit me. The car was badly crashed but Alhamdulillah im still safe and sound.

2012-01-29T22:42:00.004+08:00

It was a very tiring 2 days of work but had tonnes of fun. Although Amal and I were just volunteering,we gained alot of experiences. The people who came were amazing,we managed to get $500+ yesterday,Alhamdulillah. and the profit for today's sales are to be announced.

Courtesy of anakbrunei.org :)

Members of THE PLAN

Nash being entah i pun tak tahu

Its Imam's last day in SP,sad i know. But he left for his own good. Take Care Brother,We'll miss you. And Goodluck in the new Politechnic College

Awal2 pagi sudah kena bully bui~ :(

THE PLAN

Amalina Ali <3 and she FINALLY met Yazid! Tahu ia rasaaa! LOL

2012-01-28T03:08:00.001+08:00

"If Allah wants you to be together, in 4 or 5 years, it doesn't matter if one of you goes to the moon. You'll be back together."

2012-01-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah.. :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''(

2012-01-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

Just give it to me quick
Are you coming home?
Don't dance around it

I need to hear this
I chose you long ago
Have you chosen me yet?

'Cause I'm starting to wear thin, find it harder to forgive
Every time you let us slip down your list of priorities

I'm waiting for you to say you're here to stay
But darling, if you know that it's through
You can't keep doing what you do
If it's time to let go of you

Now please don't take this wrong
You know I want you
But don't think I won't move on
'Cause I can get by on my own
I'll stand without you
Look how I have grown

'Cause I'm starting to wear thin, find it harder to forgive
Every time you let us slip down your list of priorities

I'm waiting for you to say you're here to stay
But darling, if you know that it's through
You can't keep doing what you do
If it's time to let go of you

You once whispered words to me
Wondering if anybody loved each other like we do
I guess that's not enough for you
Tell me or I'm going to let you go
If it's time to let go of you

Just Come Back When You Think It's Time

2012-01-24T23:46:00.001+08:00

So you decided to see me out of the blue
Should I let you come over
I think you’re doing fine
That girl in your arms
Does she know where you come from

Almost made me move out of town
You don’t want me to be around
But I stayed anyway
Just in case

Finding reasons to hate you more than before
Like how you said you would call
But never at all
Got rid off your number that I know by heart

You left your things at my place
As if I have all the space
Cause you know I don’t mind
Just come back when you think it’s time

I’m all black and white inside
Monotonous from left to right
I decorate my house with things you love
Just in case you show up
In case you show up

2012-01-24T23:37:00.000+08:00

Things are not and will not be the same anymore.

2012-01-23T02:37:00.003+08:00

Today,Mama randomly asked me who's my girlfriend and i pointed to OUR picture and said THAT,THAT'S HER,MINE! She then smiled,and one word came out of her mouth, 'LAWA'!

Well yeah, i lied to her but at least i'm not lying about how i feel for her still to ALLAH,right?

Ya Allah,show me something,please?

2012-01-22T03:35:00.002+08:00

Amal: Told you,suruh tidur and jangan th liat football..see what happens if you inda ikut cakap, kalah liverpool :p
Me: -.-" awu,next time tidur ni. sigh. and why arent you asleep yet?
Amal: liat bula :p then kan isthikharah :D
Me: nah,sama juga! bah go,i pun kan isthikharah :D

Hahaha,i think she's into football now. HOHOHO!
Done Istikharah,gonna sleep with disappointment. :( Sigh hahaha *over*
Bismillah

2012-01-20T12:23:00.001+08:00

2012-01-17T21:25:00.001+08:00

I Miss You,I Really Miss You

There I Just Said It,I'm Scared You'll Forget About Me~

2012-01-17T21:13:00.001+08:00

2012-01-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

THIS!

2012-01-15T22:15:00.002+08:00

It's been 4 year since Bapa left us. Celebrated Uda's birthday today and everything will never be the same again. Nini went to me and she cried,i can't help myself but to burst into tears after i saw her. I told her its gonna be alright,uda saw us and he then said, 'Hadiah hari jadi uda yang uda inda dapat lupakan sampai bila2, uda hilang abang uda yang paling uda sayang.'

Pg Hj Yakub Bin Pg Hj Aliuddin,I Miss You. Al-Fatihah

2012-01-13T11:11:00.001+08:00

Ya Allah,
Andai dia bukan untuk ku,
Andai dia bukan jodohku,
Maka berilah ganti yang lebih baik buatnya,
Berikanlah dia insan yang benar benar terbaik buat kehidupannya,
Insan yang benar-benar mampu memimpinnya ke syurga-Mu,
Dan bantulah aku untuk memperbaiki diriku,
Agar aku kukuh dalam mencari cinta-Mu

2012-01-13T11:08:00.001+08:00

LET HER GO...

2012-01-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

5 assignments to be done in 2 weeks. HECTIC SEASON STARTS....NOW! :S

BISMILLAH!

2012-01-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

This time i won't say no if the question is being asked again. InsyaAllah. Only ALLAH knows what i am talking about.

2012-01-09T20:16:00.006+08:00

Meet Amal's Sister,Kaka Kerisdina

Bleeeeeeerggghhh! LOL

Look how the way Amal held the snakes and look at me holding those creatures. LOL! 'Memalukan lelaki' said one of Amal's Brothers. HAHAHA.

2012-01-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

Allah have better plans for me,Allah knows she isn't the one. Be better and be happy for her tho it sucks to hide what's inside.

2012-01-06T07:38:00.002+08:00

Me: Mama called from KB
Amal: Apa mama cakap?
Me: Ia tanya if you're okay,and she didn't want to call you pasal takut nangis.
Amal: oh,the next time she call,tell her,as long as im with you,i'll be fine.

That awesome feeling when once a stranger, means anything and important to you now. Alhamdulillah,Thank You So Much Ya Allah.

2012-01-03T00:27:00.002+08:00

Amal: Esuk inda payah ambil me :)
Me: Bnr? Berani? Pasal banyak ambuk tu. kalau ambuk mengacau,i tak tauuu~
Amal: Biasa sudah kana kacau,di skulah lagi ada ambuk,tapi inda mengacau,baik ambuknya.
Me: Adakan?
Amal: Adaaa~
Me: Mana?
Amal: nii,dgn me chatting now sama mengcall last night ;) ;-*
Me: hahaha ambuuuuuk jualaaaaah -.-"

SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW! CAN'T WAIT! :DDDDD

2011-12-30T13:11:00.002+08:00

I want you to be happy without me,wait,you are now. Be happy yeah? and stay beautiful :) #birthdaywish

2011-12-29T15:00:00.001+08:00

2011-12-29T12:52:00.002+08:00

2 more days til my birthday! And i just wanna go to the place where people can't reach me. Gonna off my phone,BE ALL ALONE,FUCKING THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING,SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT,FUCK EVERYONE,I JUST WANNA BE ALONE ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!

2011-12-26T02:02:00.001+08:00

2011-12-24T12:54:00.002+08:00

At this time of the year,2 years ago,I made a stupid mistake. If i knew it was only a plan to surprise me,things will not be like this. Now,I look back,and I don't want to have my birthday celebrated,in fact,i HATE MY BIRTHDAY!! FUCKING HATE IT! I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THAT! I HATE MY LIFE! THEY SAY YOUR WORDS ARE DOA,SO YEAH,I HOPE TO DIE ON MY BIRTHDAY! THERE!

2011-12-22T01:23:00.002+08:00

OMG! Just got a text from Miss Rahmah!! And Its Says

'Dude,was checking all of your work and your work made me CRY! Seriously,im amazed,never thought a boy like you have a big emotion and huge heart. Sorry i misjudged you,i guess you're not the guy i think you are. Great work kid,Parent's Teachers Meeting will be on the 5th and please,PLEASE tell your mom to meet me,i want to show her your work! Seriously dude,this,your work,im going to read this to all the ND students and tell them how good you are in writing an essay. Just a slightest mistake,and the rest are PERFECT! TO ME YOU JUST MADE YOUR MOM AND YOUR DAD PROUD!'

Alhamdulillah hi'Rabbil Alamin :)))))))))) I just got an early birthday present,i guess. Alhamdulillah :)

2011-12-20T13:29:00.001+08:00

Tell me baby,if he's the one please don't throw it all away. Because you deserve someone like him,better than me...

2011-12-19T02:00:00.002+08:00

No,nobody's fault here you know. Not your fault! People change! Feelings too but not memories. She found a new man,you found new friends. I know it's not fair for you because she found him while you don't have anyone catching you up. But rilex..Don't rush! Prove yourself you can get what you want,prove her you're the one and prove him you're hers not his! Allah is around you. He is always with you,he will help you! You saw her with him,its not the end of the world! The photos and all that will not stay forever,we grow up,not the pictures. Give yourself a chance,give her a chance,she fail,give her a chance again,over and over again. Like you said Why do we only get 2 chances in love when Allah will give us infinite chances in life? That! Be like that! Be like Nabi Muhammad. Bring and prove her you love her with the name of Allah.

Sigh. Ya Allah. :'(

2011-12-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

Sigh..Stop! FUCKING STOP!

2011-12-18T02:34:00.003+08:00

Just updated my Facebook with Timeline. Was browsing through the 2010 Timeline's wall and wallpost. Mahn,should've done that. I need to stop. Memories,Just Sweet Memories. I Miss Her. I Miss Everything. Sigh. Goodnight

2011-12-17T22:42:00.003+08:00

Almadulillah,Saturday well spent. Surprised the birthday girl,Surprised Amal was surprised! LOL! Just they way we wanted! Went to Riverview after that. YES! Tired but twas Awesome! Alhamdulillah. :)

Amal: Thank you so much for today! I HAD FUN! I LOVE THE BAG YOU GAVE! LAWA,CUTE MACAM ORANG YANG BAGI :) EH KAMBANG! CAKAP KB SAMA YAZIDLAH!! KAMBANG BANAAAR ANAK PLIPPIN BJANGGUT TAPI CUTE ANI!!
Me: HAHAHA. Baie,plippin bjanggut tapi cute jua lah ah? HAHA. He's in KK,lama sudah. HAHAHA. Glad to know that! PAYAH SKILLING EH KAN SURUH TURUN BANDAR MAMA AH! WAIT,NO,NOT MAMA! YOU!
Amal: Kambaaaang! No wonder Mama suruh kbandar,pajal nya. Rupanya~ pandai sudah plan sama mama ni ahh! Cukur karang janggut ah!
Me: hehehe!

What the?! LOL,this is how they roll now. Asal marah,cukur janggut,asal marah cukur janggut! LOL! :-*

Just Me,You and The Almighty,ALLAH!

2011-12-16T00:38:00.003+08:00

Hurt? Okay,yes! Good for you! Chill dude,you're moving with Allah now,you made your step. Every step you'll make,you're with Allah. Don't give up! Don't forget your shalats and duas. But let me warn you,don't you ever make her in doubt again,don't hurt her! Let her be the one,but DON'T HURT HER! JANGAN DI BALAS! You deserve to feel what she felt! Even if it takes forever! Remember! If you hurt her,you'll slip this! Show her that you were made by ALLAH for her and no one else. I told you,show her you are better than him. Tell yourself,you are getting better everyday,you are better now,better with the help of the Almighty. If she's the one,fight for it! Fight with the help of Allah. Everything we do,we are with Allah. Remember,Just you,her and the Almighty,Allah.

2011-12-15T02:28:00.002+08:00

2011-12-12T13:27:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT

2011-12-11T03:21:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah,Saturday well spent. Had breakfast with Mama at Empire,Coffee session with Miss Rahmah in the afternoon. Had dinner with the family for Yajid's birthday at Shabulicious,Batu Bersurat. And then went to kiulap to meet Amal,Seriously,at first i thought she's gonna be excited and all to see me,cause i am, but instead kena marahi buuiii hahaha,was supposed to meet her at DST Carnival but i didnt go. hehehe. Watched movie with her and her family,hung out with them,makan,makan,makan! Lampuh ni krg! Hahaha,I just got home! -.-" Tired but Alhamdulillah FUN!

2011-12-08T12:12:00.002+08:00

You don't want to get hurt? Stop it then! FUCK YOU for everything,you're a guy,you are supposed to be strong. But look at you?! FUCKING WEAK! You cried infront of us. Dude,enough! I told you to fucking move on. Yes,it's gonna be hard,but every journey starts with every step. As of today,stop your feelings towards her,fuck that feeling,its gonna be gone. She's gone,so you gotta be.

THIS FEELING RIGHT HERE IS FUCKING UP MY MIND! YA ALLAH! HELP ME WITH THIS,HELP ME WITH EVERYTHING. :'(

2011-12-06T06:03:00.003+08:00

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YA ALLAH! :'((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2011-12-06T03:31:00.002+08:00

Things like this,this fucked up mind make me sick. STOP THIS! FUCK! JUST STOP! STOP THINKING ABOUT HER! SHE'S HAPPY NOW! FUCK YOU,HAZMI! FUCK YOU! BOLEH SUDAH MATI MENANGIS NI?!

2011-12-05T18:09:00.001+08:00

2011-12-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

Im done trying. Im sick of crying everynight and pretend to be fine the next day. You're in a good hand now. He's gonna protect you,he'll make you happy,he's gonna take my place,forever.
Im done,seriously. Got a new line again,will never going back after this. Be Happy Now Girl,Go On!
Gonna move on with Bismillah,here we go! Bismillah

2011-12-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

After what happened last year,im not even looking forward for my birthday this year? Forever? Can i not have a birthday? Better yet,can i go back and fix everything? How i wish.. :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(

2011-11-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

JUST FOR ONCE I NEED YOU TO BE HONEST. JUST ONCE.

A text to remember

2011-11-23T00:29:00.003+08:00

You're on the pedestal waiting for the wheels to move. But guess what? Its never gonna move. She just wants that assurance that you'll always be there for her when she gets lonely. Where is she when you're lonely? Nowhere to be found,you told her your feelings,she didn't,her ego is still there. She doesn't want to be with you but she doesn't want to lose you either. She don't wanna tell. That's ego! Show her it's her lost to lose you,and show her that you're better than him. Its gonna be hard,but if you keep this to yourself and if you think about it,its unfair for you. Go on,move! Move with Bismillah. Move with Allah,move to your journey of happiness. But if you choose to stay,stay with Allah,pray hard,she'll find a way to be with you again. Forget her cousins,its not them that you're gonna be with,its you,both of you. Both of you and Allah,both of you and your happiness,her cousins can hate,but Allah will not.

AND IM LOST! YA ALLAH HELP ME! :'''''''''''''''''''''(

2011-11-21T19:41:00.001+08:00

I HAVE TO STOP THIS!
I MUST! YA ALLAH! :'(

2011-11-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

You found him,you found love.
I wish i was him. What a lucky guy.

2011-11-17T22:44:00.002+08:00

THIS FUCKING CHEST WON'T FUCKING HEAL! ALRIGHT,IT HURTS! PLEASE,STOP SUFFERING ME,DON'T DO THIS..ARRGHHH! YA ALLAH :'(

2011-11-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

in all honesty, i’m good at pretending but i must admit, it is not easy for me to do so. it’s very tough. so tough that i might break down and i don’t think i’m ready for people to see the vulnerable me just yet.
actually i don’t want to pretend, i hate not being real. it makes me over-think things and i hate being paranoid. i really wish i could turn back time and undo what i did.
i miss you,there i said it. I Miss You Alot,Khairunnisa Manan. I Really Miss You.

2011-11-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

Gonna sleep with this song tonight. On repeat! Gonna fuck myself up! Let the crying begins!

2011-11-10T00:10:00.002+08:00

I wonder if you miss me too. Oh well..Ya Allah! Bismillah

2011-11-08T00:09:00.001+08:00

2011-11-07T22:56:00.003+08:00

2011-11-05T02:10:00.002+08:00

So apperantly everyone in the circle have confessed their feelings,Megat confessed his feelings towards Amal,Adek confessed to Piee,Pipah now is madly in love with her new boyfriend,same goes to Nash,Nina went back with her ex-boyfriend,Acap confessed his feelings to this one girl. Oh Well,i'll be fine alone. :) I have Allah.

2011-10-30T02:24:00.000+08:00

I told myself I won't miss you. But I remember what it feels like beside you. I really miss your hair in my face. And the way your innocence tastes. And I think you should know this. You deserve much better than me.

2011-10-16T19:30:00.000+08:00

and how do you delete this blog?

2011-10-07T23:19:00.001+08:00

2011-10-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

Changed my number. And i hope its the best way to dissapear. Bismillah

2011-10-07T10:02:00.002+08:00

This part right here is the worst feeling in life. But i'll never forget you tho. Be happy now baby.

2011-10-06T23:17:00.001+08:00

I....... sigh

2011-10-05T01:38:00.001+08:00

Lajid: mana you?
Me: home manis rumah!
Lajid: bh,makan?
Me: inda,diet,mahu kurus lagi tapi boleh lah di rumah pun nada makanan. Bh mana?
Lajid: bh di your house lah,nada makanan ah,pasal i pun kan diet ni.
Me: -.-' tamparan belipat flying kick sambal kismis!
Lajid: hahahahahaha! Ilekshaa baus~ :P

Haha missing the family so bad! Didnt have the time to be with lajid and yusri just yet,assignments betimbun mcm BAEEE! One more task and IM FREE LIKE A BIRD!

2011-10-03T18:16:00.002+08:00

Al-Fatihah. We'll miss you nini angah bini. Ya Allah,tempatkan ia bersama orang2 yang beriman dan jadikan lah ia salah seorang wanita soleha yang di tempatkan di syurga seperti Saidatina Khadijah. Amin. Al-Fatihah

Here To Wait!

2011-09-30T23:14:00.001+08:00

19th

2011-09-26T23:52:00.002+08:00

After 2 weeks of MIA,Its good to be back with the familia,spent a lovely evening with mummy,bilah,yajid,yusri and niqy.

Another day well spent with the family,thank you Allah!

oh,happy 3 years 8 months to lajid and amal. kahwin tah nya mummy! hoho

MARLING!

2011-09-25T00:51:00.004+08:00

2011-09-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

I MISS DAD!

2011-09-21T23:26:00.003+08:00

Miss Ummi told me that someone in the school complained about me being with different girls,everytime and its funny how i got a warning about that. Told mama about it and she was 'Eh,gila jua skulah kamu atu! kau jalan sama bini2 pun inda dapat? orang jealous arah anak mama tu,iatah ia complain,skulah kanak2 kah sekolah perdagangan ani? pasal atu pun kan di complain?'

SO, BITCHES IN SCHOOL,GROW UP! INDA PUAS HATI CAKAP DAPAN-DAPAN! JANGAN MAIN COMPLAIN ARAH TUTOR! JEALOUS IKUTKAN BAH,MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS YOU BUNCH OF LIL KIDS! MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU GUYS,SELAMAT DUNIA AKHIRAT! .l. :)

2011-09-20T23:33:00.001+08:00

B.E. PRESENTATION TOMORROW AND I HAVEN'T PREPARE ANYTHING YET! FML!

2011-09-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

WARNING! GUYS,NEVER EVER LEAVE YOUR CAMERA TO GIRLS OR ELSE THIS MAY HAPPEN! :S

2011-09-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

Baby Gbah left last Monday,Danial left last Wednesday and Diqin will be leaving for UK tomorrow. Goodluck guys. We'll miss you. I WANNA GO AND GET SCHOLARSHIP PUN!! Amin.

2011-09-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

I miss you!

2011-09-08T23:12:00.001+08:00

While i was in Ripas crying/waiting for Bapa Tua,Amal texted me saying,'Myy,all of us in the class even Sir Erwan,Sir Nazirul,Mrs Rosnah and Miss Fizah ada sini baca yassin for your grandfather,for his health. Be strong boy! Our prayers are with him,you and your family. We love you,I love you and i hope he's doing fine.'

Man,i don't know what to say to all of them,THANK YOU SO MUCH,MAY ALLAH BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU WONDERFUL PEOPLE. You guys are the greatest,PD/BNF/16. To all the tutors,i know im such a cocky snob in class,im sorry,Thank you so much! I LOVE YOU GUYS,REALLY APPRECIATE WHAT YOU GUYS DID.! :')

Get Well Soon,Bapa Tua. :'(

2011-09-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

My presentation's results are out today and guess what??? I got A2 for WIO and B1 for my Business Environment,the best so far amongst all the PD classes. Hehe,Alhamdulillah. Thank You Ya Allah :))))

2011-09-05T00:40:00.001+08:00

The Worst Feeling In Life Is Loving Someone That Don't Loves You Back!

2011-09-04T02:55:00.004+08:00

I THINK I GAINED ALOT THIS RAYA,AND ITS ONLY 4th SYAWAL! HOWDIIIIIISSSS?? HAAA OVER!!

Well,i received $679 from aunties and uncles on first raya,nini gave me $200 before raya,that'll make it almost 900,belum lagi uda,acai,buamet,bungsu bagi,odaaaaaaaah kayaaaa! arah kawan2 lagi belum,hehehehe $__$

Oh,guess who's back to bandar later??? AMALINA! YES,AMALINA! :))))))))

Amal: salam! hey boy,tell mama i'll be in bandar tomorrow :D
Me: waalaikumsalam! hey girl,mama siapa? my mama or yours?
Amal: duuuuuh,indakan my mama?
Me: hahaha,awwwrite. eh,sejak bila panggil my mama,mama? odaaaaaah
Amal: they say,if sukakan the anak mesti skill arah mamanya dulu k?
Me: macam tebalik mal? bukan lelaki mesti skill arah mama the girl or is it normal sudah nowadays?
Amal: entaaaah hahaha,talur eh hahahaha melayaaan kau ah hahaha
Me: mama tanya you tidur sama ia kah sama me? if sama mama,tidur di jamban,if sama me,you tidur di lantai,i tidur di katil.
Amal: asal tidur rumah you k? *melayan*
Me: bah luar my rumah saja ah mal,jadi security?
Amal: asal i tidur rumah you k? *majal sekali lagi ku tampar ni*
Me: ngam tah udah tuu wah you balik bandar ah,i panggil open house on monday,dapat jua tolong mama cuci pinggan k? kata kan skill arah mama? *ganas bini2nya ani,betudung saja,tapi penampar,cemana boleh si ...... suka bini2 ani kan?*
Amal: for mama and you,i will k? *tamparan sayang wah tu*
Me: hahahahahaha! MACAM BAEEEEEEEEE! HAHAHAHA! GILA KU MELAYAN KAU ANI MAL,HAHAHA! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU LATER!
Amal: hahaha talur eh! cant wait to see you too! excited ku eh! :D

2011-08-31T01:34:00.002+08:00

I swear to God,i was really happy to see you. That smile,i've been longing for that. Thank you ALLAH. Thank You So Much.

:)))))

Oh hey,Eid Mubarak Sisters and Brothers.

2011-08-30T05:11:00.003+08:00

Fourth Raya Without You. We Miss You. I Am Sorry! I Love You So Much,Al-Fatihah

2011-08-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

18th

2011-08-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

I Know You're Worth My Waiting and Fighting For.

So Baby Please Smile,Cause I'm Always Around You. And You Know,Life Is For You And Me.

2011-08-24T19:37:00.002+08:00

2011-08-22T02:50:00.002+08:00

There's A Rainbow Always After The Rain. Even If There Is Pain,Everything With You Would Be Alright Cause You're Strong,Stronger Than Ever,Stronger Than You Thought. My Faith In You Is Clear. Just Celebrate Life That's So Beautiful. I Know Life Is Full Of Challenges,So Baby Just Smile Cause Eventhough We're Not Together Anymore,Eventhough We're Apart,I'm Always Around You. I MISS YOU and I Mean It.

2011-08-21T05:26:00.002+08:00

This is the third time i bought a new line,i hope this is a keeper. But im not sure when to use it. Sigh

2011-08-16T02:01:00.000+08:00

:( يا الله

2011-08-13T04:21:00.001+08:00

Me: buuu,tahun ani aku inda beraya. Malas putung kain,nada mood ku.
Nini: eeeh awangkuu,mulut mu atu,bisai2!
Me: mahal bah memutung,kan beli kasut lagi,inda beduit.
*Nini took her money from her bag and gave me $200*
Nini: nah,putung baju raya sama beli kasut baru.
Me: aaah,kalau tiap2 tahun cemani baru ku mahu beraya :P
Cousins: AKU INDA MAHU BERAYA TAHUN ANI BUU,MAHAL BLA BLA BLA...

Hahaha EPIC WIN! Love You Nini ;)

2011-08-11T03:05:00.001+08:00

Miss Fizah approached me today and told me the reason why the tutors selected me as a Student Council is because i did well in every subjects on our first assestment. Distinctions in WIO,BE,Common Skill,LNC and PC. Only a Merit in Finance. Alhamdulillah,Im proud of myself. :D

2011-08-10T01:48:00.002+08:00

Dk. Aini Arini,Happy Belated. I Miss Having You Around. Be Happy There,Dear Angel. I Miss You. Love. Al-Fatihah.

2011-08-08T02:45:00.001+08:00

You May Say Bad Things About Me. You Can Hate Me All You Want. But Im Still Learning. Im Sorry I've Never Been The Best Of Man,The Best Of Friend,The Best Of Everything. I've Made My Mistakes,You Made Yours. That's How Love Works. Im'ma Sucker On This Game & I Think,Love Was Not Made For Me. Im'ma Go Now. So,Goodluck,Take A Chance,Enjoy Every Moment In Life. Thank You.

2011-08-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

Got selected as a Student Council by the Tutors today. Alhamdulillah,im proud of myself.

2011-08-05T09:56:00.000+08:00

ITS NOT FAIR! YOU FOUND SOMEONE NEW TO LOVE. HE WAS THERE TO COMFORT YOU WHILE I WAS BUSY FUCKING AROUND. HE MADE YOUR DAY,HE MADE YOU SMILE BUT LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO HIM? DO YOU THINK ITS EASY TO LET GO? I HAVE TO CARRY THIS FAKE SMILE AT SCHOOL,I HAVE TO DEAL WITH EVERY BULLSHITS EVERYDAY. HERE'S TO MY BEAUTIFUL LIFE,FUCK YOU!

2011-08-04T01:44:00.001+08:00

Did my presentation on BE this morning,and im REALLY PROUD of myself. Sir Nazirul told me that im the first PD student that scored A in both common skills and presentation. Alhamdulillah. Just the start i needed.

2011-07-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

But With This Type Of Love,Forever Ain't Enough.

2011-07-27T00:35:00.001+08:00

17th

2011-07-25T02:29:00.001+08:00

Every Night,Im Praying The Impossible. Hoping That You'll Come Back To Me One Day. I Miss How Amazingly Beautiful That Smile You Put On Your Beautiful Face,I Miss The Way You Look At Me,I Miss Holding Your Hands,I Miss Kissing Your Forehead,I Miss You. No,Im Not Gonna Lie To Myself Anymore,I Know I Made A Stupid Mistake,And I Know You Won't Forgive Me After What I've Done. I Know I Was Wrong,But Im Gonna Fight For You,I'll Take Care Of You And I'll Wait For You. I MISS YOU.

2011-07-19T01:31:00.001+08:00

Every single day is like we're riding on a rollercoaster. At times we go up slowly and there comes a point we fall harder,harder than we are least expected. Its up to us to climb back or just let us fall and fail. And at the end of the ride,we go straight,straight to success or to fail our path of life. We have to enjoy every single ride of our own life. Allah will always be with the one who never give up. There will be blessings in every struggle. And that's the promise by Allah. Allahuakhbar.

2011-07-17T10:48:00.000+08:00

Bismillah.

2011-07-16T02:26:00.000+08:00

Its Pointless. Ya Allah,Stop Everything,Please. Bismillah

2011-07-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

My Throat Is Killing Me! :(

2011-07-12T23:00:00.000+08:00

I Still Need You In My Life.

2011-07-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

I know you will be fine without me.