How i wish one day i sleep,i will never wake up,never gonna miss everyone,never get the chance to see or meet something or someone new. Forgive me,forgive my past,forgive me in advance,forgive me for everything.

I LOVE YOU,BUT I PRETEND THAT I DON'T.

DON'T TAKE BACK THOSE WORDS YOU SAID. IT'S FINE. YOU'RE RIGHT. I NEVER REGRET KNOWING AND MEETING A BEAUTIFUL GIRL LIKE YOU. I KNOW I'LL MISS YOU EVERYDAY AFTER THIS,BUT I'M GOING TO FIGHT,GOING TO PRETEND THAT WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER FROM NOW. YOU MET A GUY,YOU DID THINGS TOGETHER THAT WE NEVER DID AND YOU LEFT HIM,YOU BOTH ARE STILL FRIENDS. IT'S UNFAIR,BUT ITS FINE. I JUST WANNA FIX THIS,BUT I CAN'T,WELL I CAN BUT NO,YOU SAID IT CAN'T BE FIXED. I DON'T WANNA GIVE UP,BUT I HAVE TO. I'LL JUST HAVE TO FIX MYSELF. TELL YOU WHAT,WHENEVER YOU NEED ME,WELL I'LL BE THERE BUT I'LL PRETEND I WON'T BE THERE. WHENEVER YOU MISS ME,I MISS YOU DEARLY,BUT I'LL PRETEND I WON'T MISS YOU. WHENEVER ONE DAY WE SEE EACH OTHER SOMEWHERE,I'LL GREET YOU WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE,IN MY MIND,BUT I'LL PRETEND WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER SINCE YOU DON'T WANT US TO BE. I'M SINCERELY SORRY. I WISH YOU THE BEST IN LIFE,THE BEST IN EVERYTHING,I HOPE YOU'LL FIND A BETTER GUY,THE ONE THAT WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU,THE ONE THAT CAN BE YOUR BESTFRIEND,AMIN.

Glenn Medeiros-If I Knew

It's Too Late You're Not Coming Back

Mama told me she met bapa in her dream,and she told me bapa was with us when we were in the Philippines. I burst into tears when she said this,'semua orang di philippines sayang bapa,pasal ia baik,mama mahu kau jadi macam bapa,supaya orang ingat kalau kau nada,kalau kau baik,semua orang sayang sama ingat,kalau kau jahat,semua orang ucap'. And i dont want that to happen. I want to be remembered just like bapa. He was a great man,a great friend,a great dad. I want to be just like him. One day,i'll make him proud,i'll make mama proud,i'll make my family proud,Insyallah. I miss you. Al-Fatihah

Make yourself better,change the bad things in you and the bad things you had with her. Man are jerks. But if you still want her,do it,change everything in you. Kalau hati ikhlas,Insyallah,you'll get her back,again :)

That was sent to me by someone,someone who is very close to her.

I know im not worth the wait for you. But you are for me. So I'll wait. I WILL,trust me.