Is it okay to miss someone that doesn't miss you? Is it okay to miss someone that used to be your everything but now you have nothing because she is happy with someone else? Tell me it is fine,because baby, I REALLY MISS YOU

I hope he buys you flowers and holds your hand. Do all the thing I should have done,when I was your man

I hate the fact that I still hear this song. I hate how this song accompanies me to sleep almost every night. I still even cry to this. I Miss You.

Fallen Angels

People still don't get why i don't like going to JPMC,NO! not because i don't want to visit Nini but i have several reasons, Bapa has had admitted there, it used to be his second home, he didn't even live with us in our new home for long. After a month our home was built, he passed on. I remember I used to sleep at JPMC beside him after his heart surgery. Nini is currently in JPMC due to stroke. JPMC reminded me of so many things with Bapa. Earlier today, I went there ( just because Mama dragged me to ) and found out that Yazid's grandmother was not in a stable condition. She had been bedridden for the past few weeks. Just like bapa,unfortunately she lost the fight. Got a call from Yazid at 11 telling me about his beloved grandmother has been taken back to Allah. It hits me! Hard! I know how that feel,the feeling when you lost someone you love,someone who's been there for your life for so long. Another important person,a family member lost, for the brothers and sisters and mummy, or i would call them my family. I know up there,somewhere at Allah's heaven lies our place,each and every one of us. I may not know the grandmother too well,but a family is a family,and it's hurt to see them cry. I know it's not enough for me to show them i love them,but whatever best i can do,i will do for them and the same goes for my family. Losing a family member is like losing a part of your everyday life. But,the Almighty Allah knows and loves each of his creations better.

Al-Fatihah for Bapa
Al-Fatihah for Family's Grandmother
Al-Fatihah for You,Arini and to all the muslims and muslimah that has passed away.
Semoga roh kamu di rahmati,tergolong bersama Nabi Muhammad dan orang-orang yang beriman di syurga, Amin.

Our love was, comfortable and So broken in She's perfect, so flawless I'm not impressed,I WANT YOU BACK!!!