I Don't Really Know What and How I Feel Right Now

There you go! It's happening again. Here's to the night where i think alot, can't sleep until everyone in this house are up, getting ready for work or school, while me, just reading through some old conversations, looking at the old pictures, holding at our first $1 change on our first date, yes i still have it, it has been 3 years and it's still safe in my wallet. Sigh, i really don't know what to do. I've been asking myself to move, even asked Yazid to help me. It's hard, it really is. I'll wait. That's what the heart told but my head keeps saying no. But we have to hear what the heart wants not the head right? Sigh i don't know, don't believe me? try doing solat sunat every night for 3 years , it's the heart that matter, not the head. Ya Allah :( Sigh

I have so much to say to you but i really don't see the point of that.
So yeah, I just wanna say Happy birthday to you Siti Khairunnisa Binti Abdul Manan. 

'Happy' birthday..